The title tell it all...
I am super Depress...
Why?
Hell lots of problem nowadays....
AND I HATE MY LIFE IN PENANG
I WANT TO GO ELSE WHERE
I RATHER GO TO SCHOOL THEN BEING AT HOME
FEELING SO UNCOMFORTABLE HERE
I HATE THIS KINDA FEELING....
DAMN SAD
DAMN DEPRESS
DAMN ANNOYED
Anyway,
I am going to graduate from MICS
as in
Moon International Committee School
SOON...
Its seems like just yesterday
I had just sign up for committee team
and now I am going to
so call graduate soon...
Its just a saying la
but the actual thing is
we had been replace by new juniors...xD
Anyway,
after the graduation
I should be preparing for war
Third World War in my house...-0-
gonna fight for my future...
Haiz...
Hope I will get the victory...
Its going to be my last post of the month
any last words?
hrm....
Happy Belated Birthday to Jaejoong...muacks~~~~~~
생일 축하합니다
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I will be out of Malaysia for a few days...
Having a serious headache now
only slept for not more then 2 hours this morning -0-
got to finish everything
before I could be out for a vacation
Well its not a vacation to me -0-
OK...
Blog will be update when I am back in again...
so
do stay tune
and
don't miss me too much ya >.<
rfrf....
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When to the new openDaorae in Penang for lunch with other 3 friendsTracy,OSC,SzeWeiCrazy Tracy Posting -0-My darlings on the wall...xDIcecream in Gurney^^More info in Facebook album...
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I am currently
LIFELESS....
well,
as you guys know
I am having my super duper long holiday now
nothing to do but
eat,sleep,on the net,meetoto...etc
Haiz...
I am seriously lifeless
Don't know where to go...
Don't know which curses to take...
Don't know which college to enter...
Don't know which part-time job to apply...
Don't know whether should I choose what I want or what I earn in the future...
I don't know anything... >.<
For those of you
who are so envy me in the first place
that said
'' aiyo,you don't even need to worry,
you got such good family background,
such talented gift from your mother,
what more to worry? ''
But seriously
I am very worry about it...
as interest doesn't go with reality.
Money is every in the real world,
without money you won't survive...
That the problem I had been worrying,
I am not money face
but I face the reality.
Not trying to comment more on the problem
don't wanna feel emotional later -0-
Recently,
for me
its really nothing much
but Meetoto,Facebook and chatting on Skype -0-
[ ps: Thanks to my meetoto family
grandfather a.k.a. MrMoon
mother a.k.a ToraTiger
Father a.k.a MrStranger
and so on....those whom I did not list out please do remember that appreciate
the time we chat....^^ ]
I am sure those of you who are having the holiday with me
that doesn't go for part time jobs knows the feeling.
My bio time is upside down now
I am living like people on the other side of the Earth now...
morning is my sleeping time
midnight is my activity time...xD
I notice that my blog's viewer increase rapidly in a sudden,
although I don't know
Who you are...
Where you're from...
or
Do I even know you
I am here to Thank you
for viewing and updating my news here...
Do feel free to leave some words
on the shoutout box
so I could know more about you ^^
Should end my words here
its nearly morning -0-
and I need to go to bed soon
Good Night
Sweet Dreams~
Oh by the way,
more picture will be upload soon ^^
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今天，突然谈到论坛……讲到论坛呢就想起以前的我曾今，论坛也是我的命根吖~可是，晚上Meetoto后一切的心血毁于一旦现在开回那个论坛的link其中一个也被关掉了另一个也面目全非了至于那个我起步的论坛，也很久没去看过了哎……现在对论坛已经没有以前的热诚了哈哈~算了，也快要去睡了最后奉上一张全家福~哈哈！帅气白马王子阿公~靓女版主老妈~笨蛋我……xD
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Have been feeling moodyfor quite sometime...If you would ask why am I that emotionalwell...I am kinda having some problem right nowor should I say I am lost somewhere...I am lost of directionin the sense thatwhere should I continue my studies ?which college should I choose ?which course should take ?should I just follow my parents will and get my ass into form6 ?should I give up my interest ?Is my future earning a concern to which course that I am going to choose ?should i fight for scholarship or just wait for parent scholarship ?Hell lots of question in my mindsadly,I have got no family member to ask for advice...Before I continue my storyI would like to thankmrstranger aka my daddymrlosomoon aka my granddadtoratiger aka mummyfor those advicethanks a lot...^^Things are getting worst between me and himwe both agree that had know that somedayit will come...Maybe the relation is wrong in the first placeI did not regret of what I did back therejust wanted to say that[ps:if you are not him please to not click this]click this if u are my someone
I am sorry that I did not do what I had promise you earlier,
sometimes its not what I could control ,
有些东西不是我说了就算的……
再次声明2月18号开始的那天我从来没有后悔过！
Lastly,
just wanna show you guys my new family ^^
❤ 我是 ❤ ~
❤ 月亮先生最疼的孙女
❤ tora虎最相似的女儿
❤ mrstranger最疼的女儿
❤ Honey-2最不想承认的女儿
❤ liangwei最得力的徒弟
❤ AhJunxpress最忠实的粉丝
❤ XiiaoBu唯一的面线姐姐
❤ puiyei说他是我承认的唯一师母
❤ 啊瑞xpress承认他是我老爸的老婆为一人选
Lol
Dont kill me if you see this >.<
Story ends...
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不知不觉，
2010年了。
不知不觉，
我已经离开中学了。
真的是有很多很多的不知不觉……
回想起去年的自己
再看看现在毫无方向的自己
真的觉得……
很无言。
一向来坚定自己要的是什么的我
到底去了哪里？
或许，
是被现实消灭了……
哎……
现在的自己真的毫无方向
没有丝毫的头绪
自己应该怎样走？
怎样继续往前走？
拿什么……
去哪里……
为什么……
我统统都不知道
统统都没有答案……
人家往往都会说，
'' 哎呀，你美术这样厉害，拿design啦不要浪费……''
又有人会说
''你account不是很好的咩？拿accouting啦''
他们说我拿了我就问
''拿design，以后ok的吗？''
''accounting会很难读吗？''
满脑都是问号??????????????????????????
哎……
我选择了暂时性失忆……
不去想
不去理会
不去思考
等成绩出了在算……
或许我会任由别人摆布
form6就form6咯
本地大学就本地大学咯……
倒时，
我将会把我一切的天赐
给藏起来……
或许又是两个说法
就让天来决定吧
我认命了……
是这样就注定是这样
我改变不了……
不知不解，
做meetoto committee已经1个月了
我的笔还剩下31天
刚刚好一个月
会不会延长呐？【没人知道】
会不会升值呐？【虽然我想，可是也没人知道】
>.<
算了见步走步咯~
最近，
也做了很多自己没想过自己会做的事情
比如说？
秘密啦
就可以说的是
最近的事我没有跟着我一直定下来的原则走
可是，
事情发生后
我才发现我一直坚持的原则是对的
至少我证明了自己的原则不是歪理
就这样吧
2010年1月1日
的第一篇心情………………
祝大家
新年快乐
Happy New Year~
晚安~
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纯粹无聊
搞搞大马版的明日之星~
大马版少女时代~xD
大马版Super Junior - M...=P
独一无二的民歌家人~
【ps：photo credits to Joetung and Snake 】完毕……xD
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很快的又要圣诞节啦~
今年呢
因为啊
公公刚去世嘛
所以新年肯定是没得过了的
所以呢
今年就在家里搞圣诞排队~
呵呵^^
还有还有
在这里要感谢个朋友
那就是~
江江江江……
'' 杀手 '' 啦~
感谢他的圣诞节礼物
真的很感激不敬……^^
【 ps：什么礼物呢？秘密 】
或说不知不觉
当上Meetoto Committee已经快1个月了
今天的meeting中呢~
阿公说
【ps：阿公是我们的committee leader月亮先生 】
我是这个月的
'' 最佳committee '' rfrf
感动-ing
可是我觉得自己还是有做不好的地方
我会改进的！
最后送上我meetoto新大家的照片~
【ps：用来参加meetoto facebook event的 】
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想了很久，
还是觉得有问题……
很烦……
根本不懂怎么办
有人可以跟我说吗？
我该怎么办？？？
为什么人家可以若无其事这样？
难道这么不明显吗？
为什么！！！
真的想了很久
终于有了决定……
可是不懂要怎么开口说
烦……
最近的睡眠时间又乱来了……
开始没有规律
开始早上变晚上
晚上变早上了
或许……
我又开始爱上这个夜深人静的时候……
有多一点空间思考
有清静点的时候去理解去判断
虽然我不懂我做的这个决定会不会让我后悔
可是，
我真的有点快受不了了
那感觉就像在火山内，
有时又像在冰山里……
不好受……
真的不好受……
我该怎么做呢？
我真的说不出口……
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